10 Days

So is it weird that I am nervous to leave Jack and Izzie for 10 days, even though they are going to be with their parents?!!!! I mean it seems a bit silly to me but on some level is seems normal to feel that way. We spend practically all day together for every weekday. I know the things they like to eat and don't like, I know our little inside jokes, I can understand Isabelle more than anyone else, and Jack is the best behaved when he is with me. So to leave them for 10 days absolutely terrifies me lol. I know they'll be fine, but I'm going to miss them so much. I'm going to miss my snuggle time with Izzie after she wakes up from her nap, I'm going to miss singing in the car with Jack, and I'm going to just miss hanging out with them. It's going to be nice to have a break but I'm sure after the first couple of days wear of I'll be ready to see them again. Right now I'm in such a state of exhaustion and being overwhelmed that all I can really think about is getting on that airplane, at 5:40 am, and going to SLEEP!